Wednesday, May 20, 2009


For now in my life God is shaping the world around me and the call and destiny for my life. The direction and the plan and purpose for that seems to be forever like water continually changing. There are basic elements in water such as H hydrogen and O Oxygen. My passions remain the same but it seems the the direction and shape of them seem to change even more. All though I am water right now the environment I am entering into I feel like I am going to be more like Ice. The circumstances and things that I once knew were certain are very different now. My call is solid but it takes time to learn how to walk on Ice and move on it. This might all seem very vague and for good reason. I need to vent so I turned to something that is a little more private and more imediate. I know that God has a plan and a purpose but when change comes you grab on to what ever hope you can. Sometimes it is nothing like you expected and sometimes it is but all I know is I am waiting for the date that I will fully under stand my call and what I am in right now. I know that my goal is completely different then what I am doing and about to do in the near future. I just pray that God remains my focus and soul desire and everything is going to be ok. don't worry I am not quitting just at a crossroad and the decision are tough and I am not sure what the will of God is cause everything looks so different.

Thursday, May 14, 2009

How Twitter Took Over My Life

So about 4 days ago Pastor Dan the director of Master's Commission Austin introduced me to this little bird named Twitter. If you don't know about Twitter you should ask someone. Twitter allows you to blog about your day as it is happening. It is like updating your facebook status but more frequently. I now only being 4 days into my twitter experience stopping through out the day to plug into my phone my latest emotions or events or thoughts of the that moment in time. I also find myself checking my texts to see if some one has anything awesome going on. Well you all should check out my twitter it is check it out get one and follow me online as I live my life.

Thursday, May 7, 2009

How Swine Flu Changed My Life

Well It all started with a text message that read "It was once said that a black man would be President when pigs fly...well 100 days into his presidency swine flu!!!" well I looked at this text and thought is this suppose to be funny? So I read the text message to Michael to see if it made any sense to him. He just gave it a quiet chuckle and I asked what was so funny I don't get it. Well Michael looked at me as if I had been locked in a box for the past 50 years and have no idea what is happening in the world. Rightly so I had no idea what was happening cause the last time I watched the news had to be over 2 months ago. So he filled me in and told me that I need to watch the news more. This text I got on April 30th so I am still not sure what the fuss is all about but I know it is contagious and I do not want it.

Tuesday, May 5, 2009

Lost in Master :)

Well this is the first post in a long time and there is a lot that has happened I have been to Seattle, Africa, Dallas for NYLC, had my brother come to Uncut, and Now am in LA for Event Force.

There has been a lot God has been doing in my life the past 3 months. I have been challenged in so many areas of my life that have gone under the radar, mainly in the way I talk and handle my relationships. I haven't got it all figured out but you learn that when you decide to head on a change it is hard but when you see progress others watch it happen and stand in awe of God.

I have learned the importance and rewards of diligently seeking God even when you don't have to God has blessed me so much. I have gone to Africa and I have seen my brother whom I have prayed for over the past 3 years to get a hold of God make a decision to come to Master's next year. I stand knowing and leaving this program that you continue to change if you desire to change and desire to see God's will in your life. It has been an awesome journey in Master's commission and I can't wait to see the next step God has for Me. I also passed my credentialing test to become a pastor which I didn't think that I would finish it or even pass the final in this Master's year.

I Got to attend an August Burns Red Concert which fueled my passion for scene kids. I really got to see how lost and the darkness over that group of people and that part of the City I want to see it changed and lives changed.

So life is cool ready for summer and the next step.